开学了！！！
但我还不在校园里…
在多给自己extra一个星期的假期…
哇咔咔…
在多给自己extra一个星期的假期…
哇咔咔…
2008年要结束了！！！
即将迎接新的一年…
又会是怎样的2009年呢？
想…想…想…
又会是怎样的2009年呢？
想…想…想…
Monday, December 29, 2008
Mistake?
I think I'm wrong. Everything I did weren't my inclination but just wanna catch his eye in deed. I must be off my nut. Yes, I know it. I know what I'm doing right now as well. I'm still sober. Somehow I can think or make any decision on something with my mind very clear.
Had a squabble with him drastically this few days. I thought it was an amusement for me to argue with him but my conscience feels remorseful, even now. Asked him an absurd question yesterday night. Sure, I got an disappointed answer from him. He never care. I knew it.
I know I shouldn't think about this since it means nothing for me but at least we had a proper talk finally. =)
Had a squabble with him drastically this few days. I thought it was an amusement for me to argue with him but my conscience feels remorseful, even now. Asked him an absurd question yesterday night. Sure, I got an disappointed answer from him. He never care. I knew it.
I know I shouldn't think about this since it means nothing for me but at least we had a proper talk finally. =)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Mr. Dicky
What I gonna do is to tackle the awkward problem between me & him.
[ Wonder how many times I mentioned him in my bloggie? ]
Ms. Bitchy vs Mr. Dicky
=.=ll
I may end up this f*cking ridiculous relationship with him once day.
His appearance interrupts my life.
It pissed me off sometimes.
It used to influence my physically & mentality.
This trouble pestered me seriously since long time ago.
Wonder what is his intention for doing this on me?
Since he never ever cares about me.
Meaningless.
We are going our several ways.
I’m still confusing with this question which remains in my mind always.
Don’t think to ask him for the answer.
As what I know, he won’t give me any satisfactory answer.
One thing I confirm is the lust for taking him as my guy lesser bit by bit.
Still, I prefer to ‘fight’ with him.
Try to ‘challenge’ with each other.
It’s so amusing.
Am I sicko?
lolx
Nothing much to say here.
Wishing you guys here Merry Christmas!!!
[ Wonder how many times I mentioned him in my bloggie? ]
Ms. Bitchy vs Mr. Dicky
=.=ll
I may end up this f*cking ridiculous relationship with him once day.
His appearance interrupts my life.
It pissed me off sometimes.
It used to influence my physically & mentality.
This trouble pestered me seriously since long time ago.
Wonder what is his intention for doing this on me?
Since he never ever cares about me.
Meaningless.
We are going our several ways.
I’m still confusing with this question which remains in my mind always.
Don’t think to ask him for the answer.
As what I know, he won’t give me any satisfactory answer.
One thing I confirm is the lust for taking him as my guy lesser bit by bit.
Still, I prefer to ‘fight’ with him.
Try to ‘challenge’ with each other.
It’s so amusing.
Am I sicko?
lolx
Nothing much to say here.
Wishing you guys here Merry Christmas!!!
Happy 20th Birthday -23/12/2008- ^^
Hey, I’m already 20 years old. Just apart from teens-aged. No longer is an innocent teenager but I’m taking my step towards adult’s complicated world.
I shall be growing into more independent. I shall be growing into more tough. I shall be growing into more mature. I shall be growing into more confident. I shall be growing into more subjective. I shall be growing into more optimistic. I’m trying to rectify all of my wicked attitudes. I’m trying to change my life style. I’m trying to improve my communication skills for being sociable as well. I’m trying to be the sexiest. [ Ignore it better! Haha! ] Wanna start my brand new life for this incoming Year 2009. I’m thinking rationally. Have to begin my diet plan. [ Can’t endure the fat which ‘parasitize’ on my body! ] Make sure I can hold my own volition insistently. The even last times I have to persist toughly no matter how long I have to spend until I succeed my plan. Perhaps everything is possible to make my future life become blissful & meaningful. Keep my fingers crossed.
I was receiving loads of birthday wishes from my besties & buddies. Thanks for the overwhelming birthday wishes. As what you guys’ wishes, I’m going to live myself in happiness & your blessing are guiding me in any way all the time. Appreciate it! *wink* But it was a pity because I didn’t receive any birthday presents for this year. =( Never mind. You should know I’m not such petty. =P
I was celebrated with Mark & Elaine on the day before my real birthday. I was taking my sister along too. Sad that parents were dumping both of us here lonely due to dad gonna rush back to settle his road tax & has a contract needs to complete there. Leave house around 8.30 pm & headed to Kajang to meet them. They were taking me to have dinner at Open Range Restaurant, Sg. Long. Enjoyed with the nice condition of restaurant & also the waiters were serving four of us quite well. Another reason is Elaine consider as the frequenter of this restaurant. So that even called out the boss served us too. Great what. Haha. Had an abundance of food for our dinner. Delicious~ Sure I gonna recommend this restaurant to my friends. Hehe. Enjoyed with the wine which Mark requested his sister to buy from Australia. He told me that this wine is opened specially for me. Wow! I’m so glad to hear that. Another thing which made me surprised is my sister even finished her wine at a stretch although she excluded the taste of wine at first. Gosh! I was teaching my sister bad thing. >< Not my fault actually but Mark & Elaine were urging her to drink. Blablabla~ After our dinner, I saw a waiter carried a cake came over us within the common birthday song played by the restaurant. Once again, Mark told me this yam cake is special order from bakery. Ooh~ They made me felt so touch. Thanks to them. MuackZz~ ^^ Mark planned to club after bill. Unfortunately, received my dad’s call on the way. He hastened me to back home early with sister. What a bad news casts a chill over us. Felt so guilty with both of them. *sorry* Despite my birthday didn’t wonderful at all, but then I think it’s enough to fulfil myself.
Well. My university reopening will be starting on 29th of December. But I may be skipping all my lectures for the whole first week. I’m so daring. Haha. It is an obvious truism that I’m a naughty student. Blerk~ Anyway, wishfully I do put more effort for this incoming semester. Hope that I don’t lead a corrupt life anymore. God may bless me. Okay, see you guys after I back campus. Sayonara~
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Quickie
Not really in a mood actually. Unreasonable. Once I woke up from my bed with some noisy sounds, just felt my head very heavy. Maybe due to cried after had an argument with mum yesterday night. Sigh. Hate this kinda feeling. Not only that, I'm suffering with my stupid nose. Don't what is the reason my nose is blocking with those shit sneezes. Made me can't have a nice sleep every night. Damn it! At last, dad sent me to polyclinic to see doctor. But the doctor just gave me some medicines for flu. Frankly, I don't think I get sick with this flu. Whatever. Don't dare to doubt it anymore. As it spent RM40 on these small pills. =.=ll Damn expensive!!!
Well. It's getting better after 'fighting' with Mr. Dicky. Keep arguing with him in this few days. But I'm the winner always. Hehe. As I can even made him speechless at the last every time he tried to 'challenge' me. I pissed him off. Haha. Sure that i can get any harsh words from him. But I never get irritated by his rude words which used on me. Know why? Because my EQ such high. * Pat Myself On The Back XD * I won't simply to get any frustrations from him since his EQ such low. Lolx. Bitchy, the new nickname he called me recently. Sounds good what. Am I really a bitch? Hmm. Maybe? But I don't f*cking care at all. As he like. None of my business. Thus, I get another nickname for him, Dicky. Is it better than I call him as Fucker? Haha.
I'm not going to post this blog long. Seriously got no idea to tell you guys what's happening with me during this holiday. Long story. Lazy to post out here. * Sorry * One thing before I end up this, my birthday is coming soon. Sure, I will be celebraring with Mark & Elaine at somewhere. * Clubbing * May have a special 20th birthday. Guess what. Both of them are even taking leave on 23rd just because of me. See, how sweet of them! It's really nice to know them. * MuackZz * So there, please do remember to leave me any texts or else to wish me ya. Okay? But I would prefer to receive presents if possible. Haha. I know I'm so greedy. =P
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Spine-Chiller!!!
Yup. Refers to my post’s title, I’m going to show you guys something which I found nauseous (or maybe interesting) here.
From left : Brother & his course mate
White mice so cute..
Scalpels
Ooh Baby! Come on! I’m ready! Just do it!
Starting the anatomy..
R.I.P
Peace???
YuckZz..
I nearly faint seriously if you are asking me to do so..
Pity mice..
Do you notice that???
Sucks..Just let us pray for the pity mice as sacrificing itself..南无阿弥陀佛..
Back!!!
Already home about 3 weeks. Wind up the 1st semester of 2nd year for my campus life in UKM. Sorry anyway as I’ve been procrastinate my blog for a period of time. Nonetheless, FeeMing is back here. =)
Home. The even comfortable place I possess & the only place where secure me against interruptions. I love my home. How sweet of my home! I love my family. How lovable of my family! *wink*
It’s time to release madness from the lushly life in KL. It’s time to set myself free from the stresses of study. It’s time to recruit my strength since I had troubled slumber at hostel always. It’s time to adjust my time from my upside down life. It’s time to maintain my skin with the fresh & clean air at my village here. It’s time to have felicity with my beloved family since I’d been seldom home in this half year.
Yet, brother was just home from KMPh due to Hari Raya Haji within his excellent result. 4 flat he got for his final exam of 1st semester. How intelligent of my brother! Undeniable, he is the smartest among 4 siblings of us. He scored his UPSR & PMR very well. Even SPM, he was the top student at his secondary school. 10A1s & 2A2s. Believe it. This is the fact. That’s why parents are such proud of him. Of course my brother isn’t bookworm but quite active in joining any activities especially sports. Wonder how he has capability to manage these both as well at the same time? *jealous*
I’ve gained f*cking lot of weight seriously. Gonna blame on the f*cking final exam. Why? Because I’ve had overwhelmed with the pressures of exam. It made me keep eating all the time while doing my revision in room without doing any exercises after that. Or else keep sleeping at incorrect time when feel like my brain cells death. I knew it isn’t a good idea to release stresses. But what to do since there got nothing to let me do at hostel. Promised Mark will start my diet plan during my holiday. But then I back & fill. Sigh. Do anyone can be my motivator to push me in any way? =(
Just stay at home. Be a good daughter. =P Help mum do housecleaning this few weeks. Never go anywhere since I’m facing financial & transportation problem. Just imagine how tediously I’m having my holiday without gathering with my besties & buddies. Darn miss them since it’s been so long we never meet with each other. Feel very guilty as I keep breaking the promise to meet them once I back. *sorry*
Home. The even comfortable place I possess & the only place where secure me against interruptions. I love my home. How sweet of my home! I love my family. How lovable of my family! *wink*
It’s time to release madness from the lushly life in KL. It’s time to set myself free from the stresses of study. It’s time to recruit my strength since I had troubled slumber at hostel always. It’s time to adjust my time from my upside down life. It’s time to maintain my skin with the fresh & clean air at my village here. It’s time to have felicity with my beloved family since I’d been seldom home in this half year.
Yet, brother was just home from KMPh due to Hari Raya Haji within his excellent result. 4 flat he got for his final exam of 1st semester. How intelligent of my brother! Undeniable, he is the smartest among 4 siblings of us. He scored his UPSR & PMR very well. Even SPM, he was the top student at his secondary school. 10A1s & 2A2s. Believe it. This is the fact. That’s why parents are such proud of him. Of course my brother isn’t bookworm but quite active in joining any activities especially sports. Wonder how he has capability to manage these both as well at the same time? *jealous*
I’ve gained f*cking lot of weight seriously. Gonna blame on the f*cking final exam. Why? Because I’ve had overwhelmed with the pressures of exam. It made me keep eating all the time while doing my revision in room without doing any exercises after that. Or else keep sleeping at incorrect time when feel like my brain cells death. I knew it isn’t a good idea to release stresses. But what to do since there got nothing to let me do at hostel. Promised Mark will start my diet plan during my holiday. But then I back & fill. Sigh. Do anyone can be my motivator to push me in any way? =(
Just stay at home. Be a good daughter. =P Help mum do housecleaning this few weeks. Never go anywhere since I’m facing financial & transportation problem. Just imagine how tediously I’m having my holiday without gathering with my besties & buddies. Darn miss them since it’s been so long we never meet with each other. Feel very guilty as I keep breaking the promise to meet them once I back. *sorry*
Monday, November 17, 2008
假期。愉快？
>> Analisis Khalayak
>> 17/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> 3A509FSSK
>> 17/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> 3A509FSSK
结束了
在我完毕最后一张试卷后
好不容易
这长达两个礼拜如同地狱般的期末考
终于熬过了
考试一来，我就睡不好
一睡不好，就心情不好
心情不好，就不想读书
不想读书，就觉得压力
觉得压力，就吃个不停
吃个不停，就体重增加
体重增加，就身材发福
身材发福，就没人喜欢
没人喜欢……
@#$%^&*
我到底在这里疯言些什么嘛
可想而知
为了这期末考
我是多么的"费尽心机"啊
=.=ll
当然
这也意味着我的第二年第一学期
正式的划上了句号
不晓得为什么
感觉这个学期比上两次过得好快哦
就酱不知不觉的
又过了半年
或者
比较正确的说法
我又再浪费了半年的时间
可惜啊
"半年"再一次的被我这社会败类给滥用去了
而且还是比这之前还要过分严重
在这学期里
我的懒惰虫开始变本加厉
我变得更不爱读书
变得越来越懒散
不做教授们所交代给我们的assignments
就连这期末考
我也根本就不放在心上
总是拖到最后那几分钟才"心甘情愿"的温书
然后随便的在答卷纸上草草了事
完全不把它当一回事
在这学期里
我变得更好玩
我学会去clubbing
我学会去喝酒
但
我不会因此而像其他人那样
借酒消愁
这种行为根本就是很要不得
只有低俗的人才会这么做
酒
不管是啤酒、香槟、红酒、烈酒……
每一种酒都有各自的价值
各自的特色
各自的味道
如能与对的人一起品尝美酒
那更是赞不绝口啊
没错
我喜欢喝酒
我爱上了酒
但还不至于到那种酗酒的严重地步
不是我要夸自己
的确我的酒量很好
哈哈哈
虽然这年头里
的确发生了很多不愉快的事情
不过
我没怎么样啊
我还是很坚强的在过着现在的生活
不管内心是有多么的哀伤
我依然还会迎着笑脸的对待我每一位朋友
这不是什么虚伪
我只是想要让大家知道
慧铭是从来没改变过的
现在的慧铭始终还是大家以前所认识的慧铭
请恕我无法向大家坦白一切
有些事情还是不让大家知道比较好
是时候收拾行李回家咯
什么也不去想
就只是好好的呆在家里
好好的放个假
也顺便让自己那操劳已久的身子歇息
接下来会有什么打算
到时再看情况而定吧
在我完毕最后一张试卷后
好不容易
这长达两个礼拜如同地狱般的期末考
终于熬过了
考试一来，我就睡不好
一睡不好，就心情不好
心情不好，就不想读书
不想读书，就觉得压力
觉得压力，就吃个不停
吃个不停，就体重增加
体重增加，就身材发福
身材发福，就没人喜欢
没人喜欢……
@#$%^&*
我到底在这里疯言些什么嘛
可想而知
为了这期末考
我是多么的"费尽心机"啊
=.=ll
当然
这也意味着我的第二年第一学期
正式的划上了句号
不晓得为什么
感觉这个学期比上两次过得好快哦
就酱不知不觉的
又过了半年
或者
比较正确的说法
我又再浪费了半年的时间
可惜啊
"半年"再一次的被我这社会败类给滥用去了
而且还是比这之前还要过分严重
在这学期里
我的懒惰虫开始变本加厉
我变得更不爱读书
变得越来越懒散
不做教授们所交代给我们的assignments
就连这期末考
我也根本就不放在心上
总是拖到最后那几分钟才"心甘情愿"的温书
然后随便的在答卷纸上草草了事
完全不把它当一回事
在这学期里
我变得更好玩
我学会去clubbing
我学会去喝酒
但
我不会因此而像其他人那样
借酒消愁
这种行为根本就是很要不得
只有低俗的人才会这么做
酒
不管是啤酒、香槟、红酒、烈酒……
每一种酒都有各自的价值
各自的特色
各自的味道
如能与对的人一起品尝美酒
那更是赞不绝口啊
没错
我喜欢喝酒
我爱上了酒
但还不至于到那种酗酒的严重地步
不是我要夸自己
的确我的酒量很好
哈哈哈
虽然这年头里
的确发生了很多不愉快的事情
不过
我没怎么样啊
我还是很坚强的在过着现在的生活
不管内心是有多么的哀伤
我依然还会迎着笑脸的对待我每一位朋友
这不是什么虚伪
我只是想要让大家知道
慧铭是从来没改变过的
现在的慧铭始终还是大家以前所认识的慧铭
请恕我无法向大家坦白一切
有些事情还是不让大家知道比较好
是时候收拾行李回家咯
什么也不去想
就只是好好的呆在家里
好好的放个假
也顺便让自己那操劳已久的身子歇息
接下来会有什么打算
到时再看情况而定吧
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Soo Ann's 21st Birthday
Last Friday, 14/11/2008..
Went to The Mines with J.Qian & B.Lyann..
For celebrating S.Ann's 21st birthday..
Reached at 7 something..
The traffic was sibeh jammed..
The way start from my campus till The Mines..
Jammed awfully..
Raining some more..
Dislike raining actually..
><
Straight to have our dinner at Food & Tea Restaurant..
Went to buy cake by cheating after ordered our meal..
S.Ann was very surprised..
She thought she won't get any cake for her birthday..
Who knows?
We gave her a surprise..
Of course she was very touching..
Hehehee..
Food & Tea Restaurant, The Mines..
S.Ann's birthday cake..
The restaurant's tauke treated us ice-cream..
So nice of him..
Some more special services & treatments for us..
Huhuhuu..
B.Lyann & S.Ann
J.Qian & S.Ann
F.Ming & S.Ann
Our birthday gal, S.Ann.. ^^
We were very enjoying with this dinner..
Headed to Jusco Cheras Selatan after that..
Had our movie there at 10.45 PM..
《The Guard Post 》
Korean Horror Movie
Not bad at all..
At least some part of this movie scared me..
Hahahaa..
While waiting for the show on call..
Friendship Forever..
4 of us..
Piggie version 1!!!
Piggie version 2!!!
Felt very tired after movie..
I was 1 something in the midnight..
I even fall asleep in the car..
My tiredness was released lastly..
Went to The Mines with J.Qian & B.Lyann..
For celebrating S.Ann's 21st birthday..
Reached at 7 something..
The traffic was sibeh jammed..
The way start from my campus till The Mines..
Jammed awfully..
Raining some more..
Dislike raining actually..
><
Straight to have our dinner at Food & Tea Restaurant..
Went to buy cake by cheating after ordered our meal..
S.Ann was very surprised..
She thought she won't get any cake for her birthday..
Who knows?
We gave her a surprise..
Of course she was very touching..
Hehehee..
Food & Tea Restaurant, The Mines..
S.Ann's birthday cake..The restaurant's tauke treated us ice-cream..
So nice of him..
Some more special services & treatments for us..
Huhuhuu..
B.Lyann & S.Ann
J.Qian & S.Ann
F.Ming & S.Ann
Our birthday gal, S.Ann.. ^^We were very enjoying with this dinner..
Headed to Jusco Cheras Selatan after that..
Had our movie there at 10.45 PM..
《The Guard Post 》
Korean Horror Movie
Not bad at all..At least some part of this movie scared me..
Hahahaa..
While waiting for the show on call..
Friendship Forever..
4 of us..
Piggie version 1!!!
Piggie version 2!!!Felt very tired after movie..
I was 1 something in the midnight..
I even fall asleep in the car..
My tiredness was released lastly..
Friday, November 14, 2008
ANTI-EXAM!!! [ Part V ]
>> Penulisan Media
>> 14/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> 3A512FSSK
>> 14/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> 3A512FSSK
Hooray!!!
Was done my last 2 paper..
* happy HAPPY happy *
Yeah..
After a full whole day of being moody yesterday..
My mood is getting better now..
Sorry anyway..
For not replying you guys SMS or what..
Made you guys worried about me..
I'm really okay now..
Was feeling sick with the stresses of exam only..
Was sleeping for the whole noon yesterday..
Was freaking frustrated that haven't do revision yet..
So, how was my preparation for this exam?
Of course I just scanned those handouts simply..
14 chapters..
Just spend me 2 hours to 'understand' all of it..
So-so only what..
Since this exam means nothing for me..
I have been giving up since my first paper..
I have no eye for my result..
Seriously I'm telling you this..
Well..
What for pushing own self to hell some more then?
What for making own self suffer terribly?
That's just a pointless..
Am I right?
Hmm..
Think better stop this topic..
If not, you all will bored..
Dad & mum will be coming back on this Saturday..
After having fun in China for 2 weeks..
Finally..
Know how much I miss them?
Can't wait for them to take me home on next Monday..
That's only get my freedom..
Once I done my last paper on that day..
Huhuhuu..
Will be going out with my dear, Jia Qian later..
For celebrating her ex-room mate's birthday..
The first time I go dinner with them..
May be enjoying with them..
Release the stress from study for awhile..
Hohohoo..
Was done my last 2 paper..
* happy HAPPY happy *
Yeah..
After a full whole day of being moody yesterday..
My mood is getting better now..
Sorry anyway..
For not replying you guys SMS or what..
Made you guys worried about me..
I'm really okay now..
Was feeling sick with the stresses of exam only..
Was sleeping for the whole noon yesterday..
Was freaking frustrated that haven't do revision yet..
So, how was my preparation for this exam?
Of course I just scanned those handouts simply..
14 chapters..
Just spend me 2 hours to 'understand' all of it..
So-so only what..
Since this exam means nothing for me..
I have been giving up since my first paper..
I have no eye for my result..
Seriously I'm telling you this..
Well..
What for pushing own self to hell some more then?
What for making own self suffer terribly?
That's just a pointless..
Am I right?
Hmm..
Think better stop this topic..
If not, you all will bored..
Dad & mum will be coming back on this Saturday..
After having fun in China for 2 weeks..
Finally..
Know how much I miss them?
Can't wait for them to take me home on next Monday..
That's only get my freedom..
Once I done my last paper on that day..
Huhuhuu..
Will be going out with my dear, Jia Qian later..
For celebrating her ex-room mate's birthday..
The first time I go dinner with them..
May be enjoying with them..
Release the stress from study for awhile..
Hohohoo..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Trap!!!
>> Komunikasi Antarabudaya
>> 12/11/2008
>> 1200 - 1400
>> Lobi Utama
>> 12/11/2008
>> 1200 - 1400
>> Lobi Utama
I was done my fourth paper..
Sibeh Pek Cek!!!
Guess what?
We all mass communication students were tricked by our lecturer..
Giving us wrong tips intentionally..
This is what I wanna share to you all here..
What The Fuck???
What for fooling us this innocent students?
Since we all such 'trust' & 'respect' you..
Thought you were trying your best to assist us..
But see what you had done on us?
Tricking us around..
Wasting our PRECIOUS time..
For doing more focus on those pile of shits..
Hello..
Is it very funny?
While found us get stuck after opened the sheet?
Is it very funny?
While found us panic when answering your paper?
Is it very funny I asked you?
Fuck Off Man!!!
Things you do are freaking pissed me off!!!
5 sub-questions for Section A..
2 essays for Section B..
None came out in that paper..
Of course I was bullshitting once again..
Even dare to blank 1 essay which score 15 marks..
Who care?
Since I don't even know the answer for that question..
I was just leaving that suffocating exam hall earlier..
Half hour before the exam end..
Since it was freaking cool inside the hall..
Made my head felt sick awfully..
Can't stand with this anymore..
As what my course mate, Lee San said..
Stupidest Exam Ever!!!
Absolutely correct!!!
I can even raise up my 4 limbs assent to her statement..
Seriously..
Sibeh Pek Cek!!!
Guess what?
We all mass communication students were tricked by our lecturer..
Giving us wrong tips intentionally..
This is what I wanna share to you all here..
What The Fuck???
What for fooling us this innocent students?
Since we all such 'trust' & 'respect' you..
Thought you were trying your best to assist us..
But see what you had done on us?
Tricking us around..
Wasting our PRECIOUS time..
For doing more focus on those pile of shits..
Hello..
Is it very funny?
While found us get stuck after opened the sheet?
Is it very funny?
While found us panic when answering your paper?
Is it very funny I asked you?
Fuck Off Man!!!
Things you do are freaking pissed me off!!!
5 sub-questions for Section A..
2 essays for Section B..
None came out in that paper..
Of course I was bullshitting once again..
Even dare to blank 1 essay which score 15 marks..
Who care?
Since I don't even know the answer for that question..
I was just leaving that suffocating exam hall earlier..
Half hour before the exam end..
Since it was freaking cool inside the hall..
Made my head felt sick awfully..
Can't stand with this anymore..
As what my course mate, Lee San said..
Stupidest Exam Ever!!!
Absolutely correct!!!
I can even raise up my 4 limbs assent to her statement..
Seriously..
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Voices from My Heart
I'm studying!!!
Please don't bother me!!!
Huh?
Is that something wrong with me?
I'm studying???
Sounds impossible, right?
Hahahaa..
Seriously..
I'm looking at my handouts..
I'm reading it..
I'm trying to read it hard..
Without memorizing..
I'm just staring at sheets blankly here..
Daydreaming around here..
Thinking some nonsenses..
Facing in front of my lappie..
Surfing internet..
Blogging..
Chatting with my MSN pal..
Watching drama..
Damned!!!
It's freaking awful on what I'm doing now..
Be honest..
I don't even like to study..
I ain't a genius in study..
All of my results were sucks totally..
I never achieve my results with prefect score..
But getting worse & worse..
I'm wondering..
What is my goal for doing my tertiary education here?
I don't even know..
Attending for lectures aimlessly everyday..
Not doing my assignments as well..
I'm just studying blindly here..
By a stroke of fortune..
I got the chance to study at matriculation..
Because of this great chance I had..
Only I can further my study at university continuously..
Behold how lucky am I..
Should be envy me, right?
But I never treasure those lucks which given by God..
I'm ruining my bright future all the way..
I know this aroused you guys indignation..
Due to my bad behavior..
I made my dearest friends felt disappointed..
Jia Qian, Kha Xiong, Yea Qin & so on..
They are so nice to guide me in any way..
They are trying to push me for studying..
I'm feel very glad to own them as my besties..
Yet I'm sorry with what they had done for me..
Gals..
Believe me..
I will change my those wicked attitude once day..
Promise I will make it..
I need your supports..
I appreciate our unobtainable friendship preciously..
I mean it..
I really do..
For my beloved parents..
The one who I respect the most..
The one who I adore the most..
The one who I love the most..
The one who care me lots..
The one who put loads of expectations on me..
I felt embarrassed with them..
I failed to live up to their expectations on me..
It's meaningless no matter how million time I apologize..
As their daughter..
I never do any duty as what a daughter supposed be..
I'm just making loads of trouble for them..
What a useless gal they had have?
I'm not appropriate for being their daughter..
I wish can be the one who get compliments from everyone..
I want everyone be jealous with you..
I want you be proud of me..
This is the only way I requite you..
To let me have a sheltered upbringing from you..
Say thanks to my lovable daddy & mummy..
For not giving me up all the way..
But still being aside with me always..
(*v*) I LOVE YOU (*v*)
Please don't bother me!!!
Huh?
Is that something wrong with me?
I'm studying???
Sounds impossible, right?
Hahahaa..
Seriously..
I'm looking at my handouts..
I'm reading it..
I'm trying to read it hard..
Without memorizing..
I'm just staring at sheets blankly here..
Daydreaming around here..
Thinking some nonsenses..
Facing in front of my lappie..
Surfing internet..
Blogging..
Chatting with my MSN pal..
Watching drama..
Damned!!!
It's freaking awful on what I'm doing now..
Be honest..
I don't even like to study..
I ain't a genius in study..
All of my results were sucks totally..
I never achieve my results with prefect score..
But getting worse & worse..
I'm wondering..
What is my goal for doing my tertiary education here?
I don't even know..
Attending for lectures aimlessly everyday..
Not doing my assignments as well..
I'm just studying blindly here..
By a stroke of fortune..
I got the chance to study at matriculation..
Because of this great chance I had..
Only I can further my study at university continuously..
Behold how lucky am I..
Should be envy me, right?
But I never treasure those lucks which given by God..
I'm ruining my bright future all the way..
I know this aroused you guys indignation..
Due to my bad behavior..
I made my dearest friends felt disappointed..
Jia Qian, Kha Xiong, Yea Qin & so on..
They are so nice to guide me in any way..
They are trying to push me for studying..
I'm feel very glad to own them as my besties..
Yet I'm sorry with what they had done for me..
Gals..
Believe me..
I will change my those wicked attitude once day..
Promise I will make it..
I need your supports..
I appreciate our unobtainable friendship preciously..
I mean it..
I really do..
For my beloved parents..
The one who I respect the most..
The one who I adore the most..
The one who I love the most..
The one who care me lots..
The one who put loads of expectations on me..
I felt embarrassed with them..
I failed to live up to their expectations on me..
It's meaningless no matter how million time I apologize..
As their daughter..
I never do any duty as what a daughter supposed be..
I'm just making loads of trouble for them..
What a useless gal they had have?
I'm not appropriate for being their daughter..
I wish can be the one who get compliments from everyone..
I want everyone be jealous with you..
I want you be proud of me..
This is the only way I requite you..
To let me have a sheltered upbringing from you..
Say thanks to my lovable daddy & mummy..
For not giving me up all the way..
But still being aside with me always..
(*v*) I LOVE YOU (*v*)
ANTI-EXAM!!! [ Part II ]
>> Penulisan Skrip
>> 05/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> Lobi A of DECTAR
>> 05/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> Lobi A of DECTAR
Yeap!!!
I was just done my second paper only..
So, how was it?
Hmm..
Don't need to expect get any great answer from me..
As I will just tell you the same sentence..
I didn't really do well for my paper just now..
But compared with my previous experiences of exam..
It was not worst at all for this time..
Even it was just better a little small bit bit only..
But at least..
I found myself didn't felt panic when doing my paper..
I found my brain cells still actively when doing my paper..
I found myself still in mood when doing my paper..
Isn't it sounds good what..
Although I sacrificed my sleeping time..
For doing my revision in the whole night..
Oops..
Nononoo..
I was just spend half day to study..
Once again..
Clasp Buddha's feet when the time comes..
The is what we Chinese students used to say..
Especially during exam period..
Now just only I left 4 papers..
My next paper will be on this coming Friday..
Korean..
No worry..
I think I can score it as well..
Since it consider as the easiest subject for me..
Waseh..
Sounds like very confident with this..
Hahahaa..
Wish me GOOD LUCK anyway..
My beloved daddy & mummy were flight to China..
Since last Monday..
Having their trip for 2 weeks..
Enjoying their二人世界there..
Even dare to dump me alone darn long here huh..
Not only me but another 3 siblings also..
><
Unfair!!!
Some more they left without inform me..
Too bad..
Sigh..
Can't hear my dad's voice for 2 weeks..
2 weeks??!
Ooh My Godness!!!
I'm going crazy for not hearing his lovable voice temporarily..
Argh!!!
I'm missing them madly right now..
I was just done my second paper only..
So, how was it?
Hmm..
Don't need to expect get any great answer from me..
As I will just tell you the same sentence..
I didn't really do well for my paper just now..
But compared with my previous experiences of exam..
It was not worst at all for this time..
Even it was just better a little small bit bit only..
But at least..
I found myself didn't felt panic when doing my paper..
I found my brain cells still actively when doing my paper..
I found myself still in mood when doing my paper..
Isn't it sounds good what..
Although I sacrificed my sleeping time..
For doing my revision in the whole night..
Oops..
Nononoo..
I was just spend half day to study..
Once again..
Clasp Buddha's feet when the time comes..
The is what we Chinese students used to say..
Especially during exam period..
Now just only I left 4 papers..
My next paper will be on this coming Friday..
Korean..
No worry..
I think I can score it as well..
Since it consider as the easiest subject for me..
Waseh..
Sounds like very confident with this..
Hahahaa..
Wish me GOOD LUCK anyway..
My beloved daddy & mummy were flight to China..
Since last Monday..
Having their trip for 2 weeks..
Enjoying their二人世界there..
Even dare to dump me alone darn long here huh..
Not only me but another 3 siblings also..
><
Unfair!!!
Some more they left without inform me..
Too bad..
Sigh..
Can't hear my dad's voice for 2 weeks..
2 weeks??!
Ooh My Godness!!!
I'm going crazy for not hearing his lovable voice temporarily..
Argh!!!
I'm missing them madly right now..
Monday, November 03, 2008
ANTI-EXAM!!!
>> Pengantar Falsafah
>> 03/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> DECTAR
>> 03/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> DECTAR
Just done my first paper in this early morning..
Guess what?
I was answering shits on my paper once again..
Well..
That is what the common thing I used to do during exam..
Since I always do my revision at the last minute..
WARN!!!
Don't have thy cloak to make when it begins to rain!!!
切莫临时抱佛脚!!!
It doesn't a good habit especially for students..
Of course I never expect..
How GREAT of result will I get with my last-minute efforts..
So what?
I totally got no such mood to study right now..
Frankly speaking..
I don't even mind with this nonsense final exam..
What for I care about it much?
Actually I'm not frustrating with this..
But just another event was happened on me..
I feckly asked to get out from exam hall..
The reason is I wore skirt..
Hey..
What is the problem with my skirt?
Purple stripes of Goggles shirt + Black VJ Jeans skirt
The common costume for office lady..
OL costume = Formal attire
Isn't it?
So what's wrong with me huh?
Nothing wrong, right?
Some more took away my Matric Card & exam pass..
Note down my personal details on a letter of guarantee..
To ensure me not to get out of line for my next exam..
Seems like a very SERIOUS case..
Some of examinees who sat near with me were glanced at me..
While they were doing their paper at that moment..
This situation made me felt freaking embarrassed..
It was so awfully sucks..
What the f*cking rules of UKM?
Fine..
Forget about it..
Got no comment..
Swear just wear baju kurung for any formal occasion of UKM..
The even safest costume at here..
My next exam will be on this coming Wednesday..
Haven't do any revision on my next subject..
Sigh..
Do anyone able to push me study?
Guess what?
I was answering shits on my paper once again..
Well..
That is what the common thing I used to do during exam..
Since I always do my revision at the last minute..
WARN!!!
Don't have thy cloak to make when it begins to rain!!!
切莫临时抱佛脚!!!
It doesn't a good habit especially for students..
Of course I never expect..
How GREAT of result will I get with my last-minute efforts..
So what?
I totally got no such mood to study right now..
Frankly speaking..
I don't even mind with this nonsense final exam..
What for I care about it much?
Actually I'm not frustrating with this..
But just another event was happened on me..
I feckly asked to get out from exam hall..
The reason is I wore skirt..
Hey..
What is the problem with my skirt?
Purple stripes of Goggles shirt + Black VJ Jeans skirt
The common costume for office lady..
OL costume = Formal attire
Isn't it?
So what's wrong with me huh?
Nothing wrong, right?
Some more took away my Matric Card & exam pass..
Note down my personal details on a letter of guarantee..
To ensure me not to get out of line for my next exam..
Seems like a very SERIOUS case..
Some of examinees who sat near with me were glanced at me..
While they were doing their paper at that moment..
This situation made me felt freaking embarrassed..
It was so awfully sucks..
What the f*cking rules of UKM?
Fine..
Forget about it..
Got no comment..
Swear just wear baju kurung for any formal occasion of UKM..
The even safest costume at here..
My next exam will be on this coming Wednesday..
Haven't do any revision on my next subject..
Sigh..
Do anyone able to push me study?
Thursday, October 30, 2008
DYKC
Ya..
I was just back from meeting him..
Thought not to meet him after this..
Thought it might be the last meet between us..
Thought wanna stop any connection with him..
Thought wanna end up any fucking relationship with him..
But very sorry..
Now just only I realized that I cant make it..
So sad to hear this..
It's really hard to ask me do that so..
Unreasonable..
No matter how hatred of him..
No matter how sucks of him..
No matter how fuck up of him..
No matter how worse he treat me..
I would just wish to keep staying aside him..
><
Ish!!!
Why I can't stand with my determination toughly?
Hate myself for being such useless..
So what?
It doesn't mean a big matter for me..
More than a year since I know him..
I become numb..
No more feeling when face with him anymore..
Okay..
I think it's enough..
Got no more mood to talk about him..
Last sentence for him..
" hApPy 20th bIrThDaY "
The even BIG present I gave him..
But I think it means nothing for him..
Whatever..
Just let everything be drifting by time..
My final exam is just around the corner..
Will be starting from 3th till 17th of November..
Haven't do any revision yet..
Mean..
My death day will be coming soon..
Hohohoo..
The even last post for this month..
By the way..
Mark will be taking me go clubbing tomorrow..
Yeah Yeah Yeah~~
This is what I wish the most since long long time ago..
* wink wink *
It's great to have fun with alcohol..
Addicted to alcohol..
Thanks Mark..
Huhuhuu..
^^
I was just back from meeting him..
Thought not to meet him after this..
Thought it might be the last meet between us..
Thought wanna stop any connection with him..
Thought wanna end up any fucking relationship with him..
But very sorry..
Now just only I realized that I cant make it..
So sad to hear this..
It's really hard to ask me do that so..
Unreasonable..
No matter how hatred of him..
No matter how sucks of him..
No matter how fuck up of him..
No matter how worse he treat me..
I would just wish to keep staying aside him..
><
Ish!!!
Why I can't stand with my determination toughly?
Hate myself for being such useless..
So what?
It doesn't mean a big matter for me..
More than a year since I know him..
I become numb..
No more feeling when face with him anymore..
Okay..
I think it's enough..
Got no more mood to talk about him..
Last sentence for him..
" hApPy 20th bIrThDaY "
The even BIG present I gave him..
But I think it means nothing for him..
Whatever..
Just let everything be drifting by time..
My final exam is just around the corner..
Will be starting from 3th till 17th of November..
Haven't do any revision yet..
Mean..
My death day will be coming soon..
Hohohoo..
The even last post for this month..
By the way..
Mark will be taking me go clubbing tomorrow..
Yeah Yeah Yeah~~
This is what I wish the most since long long time ago..
* wink wink *
It's great to have fun with alcohol..
Addicted to alcohol..
Thanks Mark..
Huhuhuu..
^^
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
回顾
国民大学第29届中秋文娱晚会
之
舞台表演《落地生根》
隔离现在
已要近3个礼拜了
但此时的心情
依然还漂浮在当时的过程中
从当初的audition
从当中的practice
从后来的正式演出
每一个过程里
都包含着
每个人的努力
每个人的血汗
每个人的无怨
每个人的忍耐
每个人的坚持
一直支撑到最后
为的就是能为大家呈现出让人回忆的舞台表演
得到大家的掌声
得到大家的赞美
得到大家的肯定
证明各位在这之前所付出的都是值得的
很怀念
很不舍
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
之
舞台表演《落地生根》
隔离现在
已要近3个礼拜了
但此时的心情
依然还漂浮在当时的过程中
从当初的audition
从当中的practice
从后来的正式演出
每一个过程里
都包含着
每个人的努力
每个人的血汗
每个人的无怨
每个人的忍耐
每个人的坚持
一直支撑到最后
为的就是能为大家呈现出让人回忆的舞台表演
得到大家的掌声
得到大家的赞美
得到大家的肯定
证明各位在这之前所付出的都是值得的
很怀念
很不舍
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
第29届国大中秋的徽章
落地生根~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
总校舞蹈员之McD篇
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
分校舞蹈员之KTM篇
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
舞台筹备
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
演出前的欢乐大合照
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
礼堂的情景
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
舞蹈老师篇
麦凤明老师
洪秀菁老师
林保旭老师~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
舞台表演之《落地生根》
分享会
全家福1
全家福2
Show 1 : 乱世
Show 2 : 国庆
Show 3 : 情愫在滋长
Show 4 : Agogo
Show 5 : 火灾
Show 6 : 萤火虫
谢幕
第28届国大中秋之宣传部家族~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
第29届国大中秋之慰劳宴
~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~*x*~
明年的今天
即会是国大中秋的重大年度
第30届国大中秋
30年
国大中秋在UKM这里已延续至30年了
真的是不简单啊
真的是很不可思议啊
但
明年我不再会参与这活动了
毕竟已为国大中秋效劳2年了
我想是时候好好的让自己歇息歇息
好让自己能以观众的身份
真正的观赏及享受整个舞台演出
唯一不变的就是
我依然会为国大中秋给予精神上的支持
未来第30届国大中秋的工委们
我看好你们咯
加油加油加油
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