Monday, November 17, 2008

假期。愉快?

>> Analisis Khalayak
>> 17/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> 3A509FSSK






结束了
在我完毕最后一张试卷后
好不容易
这长达两个礼拜如同地狱般的期末考
终于熬过了


考试一来,我就睡不好
一睡不好,就心情不好
心情不好,就不想读书
不想读书,就觉得压力
觉得压力,就吃个不停
吃个不停,就体重增加
体重增加,就身材发福
身材发福,就没人喜欢
没人喜欢……



@#$%^&*
我到底在这里疯言些什么嘛
可想而知
为了这期末考
我是多么的"费尽心机"
=.=ll
当然
这也意味着我的第二年第一学期
正式的划上了句号


不晓得为什么
感觉这个学期比上两次过得好快哦
就酱不知不觉的
又过了半年
或者
比较正确的说法
我又再浪费了半年的时间
可惜啊
"半年"再一次的被我这社会败类给滥用去了
而且还是比这之前还要过分严重


在这学期里
我的懒惰虫开始变本加厉
我变得更不爱读书
变得越来越懒散
不做教授们所交代给我们的assignments
就连这期末考
我也根本就不放在心上
总是拖到最后那几分钟才"心甘情愿"的温书
然后随便的在答卷纸上草草了事
完全不把它当一回事


在这学期里
我变得更好玩
我学会去clubbing
我学会去喝酒

我不会因此而像其他人那样
借酒消愁
这种行为根本就是很要不得
只有低俗的人才会这么做



不管是啤酒、香槟、红酒、烈酒……
每一种酒都有各自的价值
各自的特色
各自的味道
如能与对的人一起品尝美酒
那更是赞不绝口啊
没错
我喜欢喝酒
我爱上了酒
但还不至于到那种酗酒的严重地步
不是我要夸自己
的确我的酒量很好
哈哈哈


虽然这年头里
的确发生了很多不愉快的事情
不过
我没怎么样啊
我还是很坚强的在过着现在的生活
不管内心是有多么的哀伤
我依然还会迎着笑脸的对待我每一位朋友
这不是什么虚伪
我只是想要让大家知道
慧铭是从来没改变过的
现在的慧铭始终还是大家以前所认识的慧铭
请恕我无法向大家坦白一切
有些事情还是不让大家知道比较好


是时候收拾行李回家咯
什么也不去想
就只是好好的呆在家里
好好的放个假
也顺便让自己那操劳已久的身子歇息
接下来会有什么打算
到时再看情况而定吧

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Soo Ann's 21st Birthday

Last Friday, 14/11/2008..
Went to The Mines with J.Qian & B.Lyann..
For celebrating S.Ann's 21st birthday..
Reached at 7 something..
The traffic was sibeh jammed..
The way start from my campus till The Mines..
Jammed awfully..
Raining some more..
Dislike raining actually..
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Straight to have our dinner at Food & Tea Restaurant..
Went to buy cake by cheating after ordered our meal..
S.Ann was very surprised..
She thought she won't get any cake for her birthday..
Who knows?
We gave her a surprise..
Of course she was very touching..
Hehehee..

Food & Tea Restaurant, The Mines..
S.Ann's birthday cake..
The restaurant's tauke treated us ice-cream..

So nice of him..

Some more special services & treatments for us..

Huhuhuu..

B.Lyann & S.Ann
J.Qian & S.Ann
F.Ming & S.Ann
Our birthday gal, S.Ann.. ^^



We were very enjoying with this dinner..
Headed to Jusco Cheras Selatan after that..
Had our movie there at 10.45 PM..
《The Guard Post 》
Korean Horror Movie

Not bad at all..
At least some part of this movie scared me..
Hahahaa..

While waiting for the show on call..
Friendship Forever..
4 of us..
Piggie version 1!!!
Piggie version 2!!!

Felt very tired after movie..
I was 1 something in the midnight..
I even fall asleep in the car..
My tiredness was released lastly..

Friday, November 14, 2008

ANTI-EXAM!!! [ Part V ]

>> Penulisan Media
>> 14/11/2008

>> 0830 - 1030

>> 3A512FSSK






Hooray!!!
Was done my last 2 paper..
* happy HAPPY happy *
Yeah..
After a full whole day of being moody yesterday..
My mood is getting better now..
Sorry anyway..
For not replying you guys SMS or what..
Made you guys worried about me..
I'm really okay now..
Was feeling sick with the stresses of exam only..
Was sleeping for the whole noon yesterday..
Was freaking frustrated that haven't do revision yet..
So, how was my preparation for this exam?
Of course I just scanned those handouts simply..
14 chapters..
Just spend me 2 hours to 'understand' all of it..
So-so only what..
Since this exam means nothing for me..
I have been giving up since my first paper..
I have no eye for my result..
Seriously I'm telling you this..
Well..
What for pushing own self to hell some more then?
What for making own self suffer terribly?
That's just a pointless..
Am I right?
Hmm..
Think better stop this topic..
If not, you all will bored..

Dad & mum will be coming back on this Saturday..
After having fun in China for 2 weeks..
Finally..
Know how much I miss them?
Can't wait for them to take me home on next Monday..
That's only get my freedom..
Once I done my last paper on that day..
Huhuhuu..

Will be going out with my dear, Jia Qian later..
For celebrating her ex-room mate's birthday..
The first time I go dinner with them..
May be enjoying with them..
Release the stress from study for awhile..
Hohohoo..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Trap!!!

>> Komunikasi Antarabudaya
>> 12/11/2008
>> 1200 - 1400
>> Lobi Utama






I was done my fourth paper..
Sibeh Pek Cek!!!
Guess what?
We all mass communication students were tricked by our lecturer..
Giving us wrong tips intentionally..
This is what I wanna share to you all here..
What The Fuck???
What for fooling us this innocent students?
Since we all such 'trust' & 'respect' you..
Thought you were trying your best to assist us..
But see what you had done on us?
Tricking us around..
Wasting our PRECIOUS time..
For doing more focus on those pile of shits..
Hello..
Is it very funny?
While found us get stuck after opened the sheet?
Is it very funny?
While found us panic when answering your paper?
Is it very funny I asked you?
Fuck Off Man!!!
Things you do are freaking pissed me off!!!
5 sub-questions for Section A..
2 essays for Section B..
None came out in that paper..
Of course I was bullshitting once again..
Even dare to blank 1 essay which score 15 marks..
Who care?
Since I don't even know the answer for that question..
I was just leaving that suffocating exam hall earlier..
Half hour before the exam end..
Since it was freaking cool inside the hall..
Made my head felt sick awfully..
Can't stand with this anymore..
As what my course mate, Lee San said..

Stupidest Exam Ever!!!

Absolutely correct!!!
I can even raise up my 4 limbs assent to her statement..
Seriously..

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Voices from My Heart

I'm studying!!!
Please don't bother me!!!




Huh?
Is that something wrong with me?
I'm studying???
Sounds impossible, right?
Hahahaa..
Seriously..
I'm looking at my handouts..
I'm reading it..
I'm trying to read it hard..
Without memorizing..
I'm just staring at sheets blankly here..
Daydreaming around here..
Thinking some nonsenses..
Facing in front of my lappie..
Surfing internet..
Blogging..
Chatting with my MSN pal..
Watching drama..
Damned!!!
It's freaking awful on what I'm doing now..

Be honest..
I don't even like to study..
I ain't a genius in study..
All of my results were sucks totally..
I never achieve my results with prefect score..
But getting worse & worse..
I'm wondering..
What is my goal for doing my tertiary education here?
I don't even know..
Attending for lectures aimlessly everyday..
Not doing my assignments as well..
I'm just studying blindly here..
By a stroke of fortune..
I got the chance to study at matriculation..
Because of this great chance I had..
Only I can further my study at university continuously..
Behold how lucky am I..
Should be envy me, right?
But I never treasure those lucks which given by God..
I'm ruining my bright future all the way..
I know this aroused you guys indignation..

Due to my bad behavior..
I made my dearest friends felt disappointed..
Jia Qian, Kha Xiong, Yea Qin & so on..
They are so nice to guide me in any way..
They are trying to push me for studying..
I'm feel very glad to own them as my besties..
Yet I'm sorry with what they had done for me..
Gals..
Believe me..
I will change my those wicked attitude once day..
Promise I will make it..
I need your supports..
I appreciate our unobtainable friendship preciously..
I mean it..
I really do..

For my beloved parents..
The one who I respect the most..
The one who I adore the most..
The one who I love the most..
The one who care me lots..
The one who put loads of expectations on me..
I felt embarrassed with them..
I failed to live up to their expectations on me..
It's meaningless no matter how million time I apologize..
As their daughter..
I never do any duty as what a daughter supposed be..
I'm just making loads of trouble for them..
What a useless gal they had have?
I'm not appropriate for being their daughter..
I wish can be the one who get compliments from everyone..
I want everyone be jealous with you..
I want you be proud of me..
This is the only way I requite you..
To let me have a sheltered upbringing from you..
Say thanks to my lovable daddy & mummy..
For not giving me up all the way..
But still being aside with me always..

(*v*) I LOVE YOU (*v*)

ANTI-EXAM!!! [ Part II ]

>> Penulisan Skrip
>> 05/11/2008

>> 0830 - 1030

>> Lobi A of DECTAR






Yeap!!!
I was just done my second paper only..
So, how was it?
Hmm..
Don't need to expect get any great answer from me..
As I will just tell you the same sentence..
I didn't really do well for my paper just now..
But compared with my previous experiences of exam..
It was not worst at all for this time..
Even it was just better a little small bit bit only..
But at least..
I found myself didn't felt panic when doing my paper..
I found my brain cells still actively when doing my paper..
I found myself still in mood when doing my paper..
Isn't it sounds good what..
Although I sacrificed my sleeping time..
For doing my revision in the whole night..
Oops..
Nononoo..
I was just spend half day to study..

Once again..
Clasp Buddha's feet when the time comes..
The is what we Chinese students used to say..
Especially during exam period..
Now just only I left 4 papers..
My next paper will be on this coming Friday..
Korean..
No worry..
I think I can score it as well..
Since it consider as the easiest subject for me..
Waseh..
Sounds like very confident with this..
Hahahaa..
Wish me GOOD LUCK anyway..





My beloved daddy & mummy were flight to China..
Since last Monday..
Having their trip for 2 weeks..
Enjoying their二人世界there..
Even dare to dump me alone darn long here huh..
Not only me but another 3 siblings also..
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Unfair!!!
Some more they left without inform me..
Too bad..
Sigh..
Can't hear my dad's voice for 2 weeks..
2 weeks??!
Ooh My Godness!!!
I'm going crazy for not hearing his lovable voice temporarily..
Argh!!!
I'm missing them madly right now..

Monday, November 03, 2008

ANTI-EXAM!!!

>> Pengantar Falsafah
>> 03/11/2008
>> 0830 - 1030
>> DECTAR






Just done my first paper in this early morning..
Guess what?
I was answering shits on my paper once again..
Well..
That is what the common thing I used to do during exam..
Since I always do my revision at the last minute..
WARN!!!
Don't have thy cloak to make when it begins to rain!!!
切莫临时抱佛脚!!!
It doesn't a good habit especially for students..
Of course I never expect..
How GREAT of result will I get with my last-minute efforts..
So what?
I totally got no such mood to study right now..
Frankly speaking..
I don't even mind with this nonsense final exam..
What for I care about it much?

Actually I'm not frustrating with this..
But just another event was happened on me..
I feckly asked to get out from exam hall..
The reason is I wore skirt..
Hey..
What is the problem with my skirt?
Purple stripes of Goggles shirt + Black VJ Jeans skirt
The common costume for office lady..
OL costume = Formal attire
Isn't it?
So what's wrong with me huh?
Nothing wrong, right?
Some more took away my Matric Card & exam pass..
Note down my personal details on a letter of guarantee..
To ensure me not to get out of line for my next exam..
Seems like a very SERIOUS case..
Some of examinees who sat near with me were glanced at me..
While they were doing their paper at that moment..
This situation made me felt freaking embarrassed..
It was so awfully sucks..
What the f*cking rules of UKM?
Fine..
Forget about it..
Got no comment..
Swear just wear baju kurung for any formal occasion of UKM..
The even safest costume at here..

My next exam will be on this coming Wednesday..
Haven't do any revision on my next subject..
Sigh..
Do anyone able to push me study?