Uni Reopening

开学了！！！

但我还不在校园里…
在多给自己extra一个星期的假期…
哇咔咔…

2008年要结束了！！！

即将迎接新的一年…
又会是怎样的2009年呢？
想…想…想…

Mistake?

I think I'm wrong. Everything I did weren't my inclination but just wanna catch his eye in deed. I must be off my nut. Yes, I know it. I know what I'm doing right now as well. I'm still sober. Somehow I can think or make any decision on something with my mind very clear.

Had a squabble with him drastically this few days. I thought it was an amusement for me to argue with him but my conscience feels remorseful, even now. Asked him an absurd question yesterday night. Sure, I got an disappointed answer from him. He never care. I knew it.

I know I shouldn't think about this since it means nothing for me but at least we had a proper talk finally. =)

Mr. Dicky

What I gonna do is to tackle the awkward problem between me & him.
[ Wonder how many times I mentioned him in my bloggie? ]
Ms. Bitchy vs Mr. Dicky
=.=ll
I may end up this f*cking ridiculous relationship with him once day.
His appearance interrupts my life.
It pissed me off sometimes.
It used to influence my physically & mentality.
This trouble pestered me seriously since long time ago.
Wonder what is his intention for doing this on me?
Since he never ever cares about me.
Meaningless.
We are going our several ways.
I’m still confusing with this question which remains in my mind always.
Don’t think to ask him for the answer.
As what I know, he won’t give me any satisfactory answer.
One thing I confirm is the lust for taking him as my guy lesser bit by bit.
Still, I prefer to ‘fight’ with him.
Try to ‘challenge’ with each other.
It’s so amusing.
Am I sicko?
lolx
Nothing much to say here.
Wishing you guys here Merry Christmas!!!

Happy 20th Birthday -23/12/2008- ^^

Hey, I’m already 20 years old. Just apart from teens-aged. No longer is an innocent teenager but I’m taking my step towards adult’s complicated world.

I shall be growing into more independent. I shall be growing into more tough. I shall be growing into more mature. I shall be growing into more confident. I shall be growing into more subjective. I shall be growing into more optimistic. I’m trying to rectify all of my wicked attitudes. I’m trying to change my life style. I’m trying to improve my communication skills for being sociable as well. I’m trying to be the sexiest. [ Ignore it better! Haha! ] Wanna start my brand new life for this incoming Year 2009. I’m thinking rationally. Have to begin my diet plan. [ Can’t endure the fat which ‘parasitize’ on my body! ] Make sure I can hold my own volition insistently. The even last times I have to persist toughly no matter how long I have to spend until I succeed my plan. Perhaps everything is possible to make my future life become blissful & meaningful. Keep my fingers crossed.

I was receiving loads of birthday wishes from my besties & buddies. Thanks for the overwhelming birthday wishes. As what you guys’ wishes, I’m going to live myself in happiness & your blessing are guiding me in any way all the time. Appreciate it! *wink* But it was a pity because I didn’t receive any birthday presents for this year. =( Never mind. You should know I’m not such petty. =P

I was celebrated with Mark & Elaine on the day before my real birthday. I was taking my sister along too. Sad that parents were dumping both of us here lonely due to dad gonna rush back to settle his road tax & has a contract needs to complete there. Leave house around 8.30 pm & headed to Kajang to meet them. They were taking me to have dinner at Open Range Restaurant, Sg. Long. Enjoyed with the nice condition of restaurant & also the waiters were serving four of us quite well. Another reason is Elaine consider as the frequenter of this restaurant. So that even called out the boss served us too. Great what. Haha. Had an abundance of food for our dinner. Delicious~ Sure I gonna recommend this restaurant to my friends. Hehe. Enjoyed with the wine which Mark requested his sister to buy from Australia. He told me that this wine is opened specially for me. Wow! I’m so glad to hear that. Another thing which made me surprised is my sister even finished her wine at a stretch although she excluded the taste of wine at first. Gosh! I was teaching my sister bad thing. >< Not my fault actually but Mark & Elaine were urging her to drink. Blablabla~ After our dinner, I saw a waiter carried a cake came over us within the common birthday song played by the restaurant. Once again, Mark told me this yam cake is special order from bakery. Ooh~ They made me felt so touch. Thanks to them. MuackZz~ ^^ Mark planned to club after bill. Unfortunately, received my dad’s call on the way. He hastened me to back home early with sister. What a bad news casts a chill over us. Felt so guilty with both of them. *sorry* Despite my birthday didn’t wonderful at all, but then I think it’s enough to fulfil myself.

Well. My university reopening will be starting on 29^th of December. But I may be skipping all my lectures for the whole first week. I’m so daring. Haha. It is an obvious truism that I’m a naughty student. Blerk~ Anyway, wishfully I do put more effort for this incoming semester. Hope that I don’t lead a corrupt life anymore. God may bless me. Okay, see you guys after I back campus. Sayonara~

Quickie

Not really in a mood actually. Unreasonable. Once I woke up from my bed with some noisy sounds, just felt my head very heavy. Maybe due to cried after had an argument with mum yesterday night. Sigh. Hate this kinda feeling. Not only that, I'm suffering with my stupid nose. Don't what is the reason my nose is blocking with those shit sneezes. Made me can't have a nice sleep every night. Damn it! At last, dad sent me to polyclinic to see doctor. But the doctor just gave me some medicines for flu. Frankly, I don't think I get sick with this flu. Whatever. Don't dare to doubt it anymore. As it spent RM40 on these small pills. =.=ll Damn expensive!!!

Well. It's getting better after 'fighting' with Mr. Dicky. Keep arguing with him in this few days. But I'm the winner always. Hehe. As I can even made him speechless at the last every time he tried to 'challenge' me. I pissed him off. Haha. Sure that i can get any harsh words from him. But I never get irritated by his rude words which used on me. Know why? Because my EQ such high. * Pat Myself On The Back XD * I won't simply to get any frustrations from him since his EQ such low. Lolx. Bitchy, the new nickname he called me recently. Sounds good what. Am I really a bitch? Hmm. Maybe? But I don't f*cking care at all. As he like. None of my business. Thus, I get another nickname for him, Dicky. Is it better than I call him as Fucker? Haha.

I'm not going to post this blog long. Seriously got no idea to tell you guys what's happening with me during this holiday. Long story. Lazy to post out here. * Sorry * One thing before I end up this, my birthday is coming soon. Sure, I will be celebraring with Mark & Elaine at somewhere. * Clubbing * May have a special 20th birthday. Guess what. Both of them are even taking leave on 23rd just because of me. See, how sweet of them! It's really nice to know them. * MuackZz * So there, please do remember to leave me any texts or else to wish me ya. Okay? But I would prefer to receive presents if possible. Haha. I know I'm so greedy. =P

Spine-Chiller!!!

Yup. Refers to my post’s title, I’m going to show you guys something which I found nauseous (or maybe interesting) here.

From left : Brother & his course mate

White mice so cute..

Scalpels

Ooh Baby! Come on! I’m ready! Just do it!

Starting the anatomy..

R.I.P

Peace???

YuckZz..

I nearly faint seriously if you are asking me to do so..

Pity mice..

Do you notice that???

Sucks..

Just let us pray for the pity mice as sacrificing itself..南无阿弥陀佛..

Back!!!

Already home about 3 weeks. Wind up the 1st semester of 2nd year for my campus life in UKM. Sorry anyway as I’ve been procrastinate my blog for a period of time. Nonetheless, FeeMing is back here. =)

Home. The even comfortable place I possess & the only place where secure me against interruptions. I love my home. How sweet of my home! I love my family. How lovable of my family! *wink*

It’s time to release madness from the lushly life in KL. It’s time to set myself free from the stresses of study. It’s time to recruit my strength since I had troubled slumber at hostel always. It’s time to adjust my time from my upside down life. It’s time to maintain my skin with the fresh & clean air at my village here. It’s time to have felicity with my beloved family since I’d been seldom home in this half year.


Yet, brother was just home from KMPh due to Hari Raya Haji within his excellent result. 4 flat he got for his final exam of 1st semester. How intelligent of my brother! Undeniable, he is the smartest among 4 siblings of us. He scored his UPSR & PMR very well. Even SPM, he was the top student at his secondary school. 10A1s & 2A2s. Believe it. This is the fact. That’s why parents are such proud of him. Of course my brother isn’t bookworm but quite active in joining any activities especially sports. Wonder how he has capability to manage these both as well at the same time? *jealous*

I’ve gained f*cking lot of weight seriously. Gonna blame on the f*cking final exam. Why? Because I’ve had overwhelmed with the pressures of exam. It made me keep eating all the time while doing my revision in room without doing any exercises after that. Or else keep sleeping at incorrect time when feel like my brain cells death. I knew it isn’t a good idea to release stresses. But what to do since there got nothing to let me do at hostel. Promised Mark will start my diet plan during my holiday. But then I back & fill. Sigh. Do anyone can be my motivator to push me in any way? =(

Just stay at home. Be a good daughter. =P Help mum do housecleaning this few weeks. Never go anywhere since I’m facing financial & transportation problem. Just imagine how tediously I’m having my holiday without gathering with my besties & buddies. Darn miss them since it’s been so long we never meet with each other. Feel very guilty as I keep breaking the promise to meet them once I back. *sorry*